Bitter End
Author:
Jennifer Brown
Pages:
368
Publisher:
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers, an imprint of Hachette Book Group
Release Date: May 10, 2011
Source: Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Genre:
Young Adult Contemporary
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When Alex falls for the charming new boy at school, Cole, a handsome, funny, sports star who adores her, she can't believe she's finally found her soul mate-someone who truly understands her and loves her for who she really is.
At first, Alex is blissfully happy. Sure, Cole seems a little jealous of her relationship with her best friends, Zack and Bethany, but what guy would want his girlfriend spending all of her time with another boy? But as the months pass, Alex can no longer ignore Cole's small put-downs, pinches, or increasingly violent threats. As Alex struggles to come to terms with the sweet boyfriend she fell in love with and the boyfriend whose "love" she no longer recognizes, she is forced to choose - between her "true love" and herself.
5 Roses to Bitter End
"There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed."
-Ernest Hemingway
This book can easily be summarized into one word: powerful. Jennifer Brown is used to writing on touchy subjects, her novel,
Hate List, talking about murder in a school setting by a student.
Bitter End surpassed all my expectations and then some. The topic is clearly one that the author was interested and you can tell how passionate she feels by the very voice of the main character, Alex.
When Alex meets Cole, he is everything she could ever have dreamed about. Finally, someone on Earth wants to pay attention to her, and all the care she's gone for so long without is exactly what Cole is bestowing upon her. Alex's best friends, Zach and Bethany, however, don't take as kindly to Cole as Alex would like. Zach especially. Cole tells her that Zach is just jealous that he can't have Alex all to himself since Cole came into the picture. Brushing it off as a little bit of guy drama, Alex falls more in love with Cole.
Then Bethany sides with Zach, saying that Cole isn't good news, and Alex shouldn't be so consumed with him. Instead of listening to her friends, Alex falls more under Cole's spell, spending as much time with him as possible. Even when her boss mentions how "creepy" it is that Cole waits hours for her to finish work, Alex doesn't put much thought into it.
In the car with Zach, Bethany, and Cole, Alex is thrilled that everyone seems to be getting along...until Cole yells at Zach and Bethany, kicking them out of the car, all the while gripping Alex's knee so tightly his fingers leave bruises. It's a one time thing, and he just got jealous, but he's so sorry over what happened that despite Zach and Bethany's reactions, Alex forgives Cole once he promises it'll never happen again.
They're soulmates, he tells her. But it does happen again, and the next time, it's not little bruises that Alex can easily hide. Each time Cole gets angry, Alex gets hurt. Each time she hangs out with Bethany and Zach, Cole becomes jealous and gets angry; and when he's angry, Alex gets hurt. Pushing everyone else aside, Alex tries not to make Cole any madder, but she's losing control, and people are starting to notice...
There are books that, when you're finished reading them, you feel as if you are the main character. That was this book for me. I closed this book feeling for the bruises, the emotional scars that I'm sure were there. Over and over, I keep dreading what was going to happen, kept begging Alex to leave, to have the strength to walk away. Each time she slipped deeper, I felt like a part of me was going along with her. Being able to relate to such a feeling of helplessness, I was under such a compulsion to finish
Bitter End that when I closed the last page, I felt raw. This book is so powerful, it leaves you gasping for air at the end.
Wins:
- Amazing portrayal of the situation
- Helpful tips and information at the end of the book
- Addictive, compelling storyline
Let Downs:
Favorite Quotes:
"As the night wore on and I though things over, I'd started to forgive Cole less and less." -page 142
"This was nothing, I convinces myself. I could fix it. We could fix it together... I would tell nobody. What happened would be our secret. He and I would share it alone." -page 220
"And when I felt his arms slide around my shoulders from behind, I jumped. Panic rocked me as I wondered what he would do to me this time." -page 239
Have you read
Bitter End? What did you think?